Thursday, December 29, 2011

Quality NOT Quantity in 2012

With the start of a new year, 2012 is proving to be the year of QUALITY & QUANTITY.
I am thrilled at the number of new submissives stepping up and showing Me thier worthy of My time, however I still have a few "stalker fans", "wankers", & "lookie lou LOSERS" it is challenging for Me to sift through the bullshit to communicate with those few fortunate ones.
With that being said, I have purged My address book from My current website
MEANING= if you have EVER contacted Me or seen Me for a session yes, that means from the start of My Professional Domina career in 2004 until 2012) I have deleted your email address & you need to RECONNECT with Me...
2012 is the year of the NEW, the WORTHY, those that show and prove/ NO EXCUSES!

I will give top priority to those supplicants that send a S.A.S.E. along with a modest tribute to My Post office box:

Ms. S. Hawkins
P.O. Box 66903
Phoenix, AZ 85082

All others can send thier consideration letters via email to:

With the launch of My membership site; approaching, I will be phasing out My Sensuous site.

In years past I have received countless inquires and less than 25% have proven to be worthy, which has Me constantly behind in answering My email.
I am instilling a ZERO TOLERANCE for unworthy worms in 2012.

With that being said, make your presence known in the appropriate, respectful manner.
Learn to follow My instruction! I am giving you those TWO options I have listed above.

Please note that if you contact Me via email expect a response within 72 hours (no I do not check email all day every day!) and if you contact Me via post office box, expect a personalized letter response within the week.

So for now, keep your eyes peeled, your mouth salivating, and your mind filled with thoughts of My incomparable Divine Goddess Spirit....

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

My "HogSpy" Fetish Newspaper listing

Recently; an online Fetish newspaper ran a special article for the Holiday's listing Christmas wishlists, of select Dominatrices.
Guess who made the article???

Here is the link:

You can also go directly to My wishlist by clicking here via

Amazon gift cards, Green Dot Money Packs, & direct credit card payments always an option!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Lots of Action 4 Professional Dominatrices @ LeatherFET, Charlotte NC Dec 1 -4

It is a honor & privilege to announce that I have been appointed as the
Pro Domina Liaison for LeatherFET

* I will be hosting a Meet & Greet Social Saturday night @ 8 pm
This is the perfect time to pop in and get to know all the Professional Dominatrices attending LeatherFET.
ATTN: Pro Doms, make sure to your bring business cards!

* Sunday at 10 am I will be facilitating an Pro Dom Panel. (similar to a Discussion Panel / Q &A)

Please bring any questions you have about the Professional aspect of Domination. We will discuss the difference from Lifestyle Domination versus Professional Domination. Why some of Us decide to go Pro? We will also touch on some of the misconceptions people have with Professional Domination.
*If you are a Professional Dominatrix & would like to be apart of this panel. Please email me directly via my email: ""

* Sunday at 7pm there will be a CLOSED meeting for Professional Dominatrices ONLY
This will give us a space share the "Good, Bad, & Ugly of Professional Domination"
Please note this is not a gossip or a bitch session, but an opportunity for us to share experiences with one another.
**What is discussed in this CLOSED meeting, stays at this closed meeting**

*I also would like to invite any/all that might be interested to attend one or both of my classes I will be teaching:

1. Saturday at 1145am
"The History of Tight Lacing, Corsetry & its influence on Women's intimate apparel."
In this class I will discuss the history of corsets & tightlacing. How to determine what corset style is best for your individual body type. Why some women tightlace, its health benefits & determents. How to properly lace a corset & more! Feel free to bring your own corsets & questions you may have about this historic tradition.

2. Friday at 315pm
"The ins & outs of enemas"
In this class I will cover one very dirty subject; ENEMAS!
Maintaining the integrity of Risk Aware Consensual Kinky Enema Play. I will cover what to buy and what NOT to buy, household grocery items used in enema play. I will also touch on advanced topics such as coffee enemas & herbal enemas, alcohol enemas & the subject of forced intoxication.

Feel free to contact Me directly off this site either via email:
or via phone
404-522-2789 if you have any questions, comments, concerns.

Looking forward to seeing E/everyone!

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Want FREE Playtime?!

OMG, Yes I said FREE playtime!
However it does come with a few catches:

1. Must be in the Los Angeles, CA area
(OR My home area Phoenix, AZ. I travel extensively so this is your time to get My time & attention)

2. Must be willing to sign a model release form and be comfortable with being filmed
(masks, hoods & waist down video and photographs are permissible)

3. Understand this is NOT a session!
This is PLAYTIME with a camera recording!!!

However if you are wanting a session I am offering sessions at a discounted tribute during this visit.

For more details, or to be considered submit the following via My email "":
1. contact info (name, phone number, & the best time to reach you)
2. your most flattering picture of yourself
3. a brief list of your interests and limits

***Please note that I have the luxury of receiving several responses, put your best foot forward. You never get a 2nd chance to make a 1st impression. I am a niche/specialty Domina so understand I will not be for everyone & everyone will not be for Me.***

If you are wanting to book a session, schedule a casual outing, etc.
Make your presence known and contact Me directly via phone
404-522-2789. Block/ private calls and texts messages ALWAYS go ignored!

Wacks, Smacks & Spittle,
Goddess Sadie Hawkins

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Fundraiser Honors California's Black Farmers

Oakland, CA – Farms to Grow, Inc. will hold its first annual fundraiser celebration on Saturday Nov 12th, 2011. This spectacular event will feature conversations with African American farmers, locally sourced food tastings from black owned restaurants, special musical guests Laurnea, Melanie Demore, Ambessa Negus, Alena Cawthorne, and Tyrone Weems. The event will also feature a silent auction for a chance to win great prizes such as fine art, event passes, golf lessons, and more. Farms to Grow's fundraiser will be held at the Historic Preservation Park, Nile Hall, 668 13th St Oakland, CA. Admission is $40 advance tickets, $50 at the door. Students and limited incomes, two for one tickets. Tickets are available at the door or online at To make a tax deductible donations visit
“The event is open to the general community and all proceeds go towards supporting black farmers. Please consider buying a block of tickets and/or an ad to help support our continuing efforts."

Gail P. Myers, Ph.D.
First Annual Fundraiser
(415) 359-7825
Employer Identification Number : 5l-0524273
Farms To Grow, Inc. is a 501c3 that receives its funding from grants, In-Kind Services, community donations and fundraisers.

Farms To Grow, Inc. has been teaching communities how to garden, cook those vegetables and subsequently make healthy choices for seven years.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Another Year Older & Way WISER!

So Today, Thursday October 20, 2011 is the 36th Anniversary of My physcial existence as a Female Homo Sapien here on Earth.
Some people keep their exact age a secret.
I personally feel that age is just a numeral. It barely stands up to life experiences and this journey called "LIFE"
This is not My 1st time or last time on here, however I am proud to have the life experiences that I have experienced thus far.
When I reflect on where I am, who I am, how I got where I am on My journey, the ONE thing that permeates My thoughts are:

Life is GOOD!
I LOVE being Me!
I am thankful for past experiences & I welcome new life lessons, teachers & relationships of tomorrow.
Growing wiser, intelligent, articulate, outspoken, & one STRONG TOUGH CARIBBEAN BLACK GODDESS really ROCKS!!!

Now visit My amazon wish list, bless Me with a birthday bounty:


dial those digits, and share a moment of My day if U R SO LUCKY!

I also welcome GREEN DOT $ RELOAD PACKS!
Gives you a priority to get Me live on the phone (I activate your pin # you dictate to Me while I have you on the line...)

a few quotes for TODAY:

~No wise man ever wished to be younger.
~Today is the yesterday you worried about tomorrow.
~Your birthday is a special time to celebrate the gift of ‘you’ to the world.
~Our birthdays are feathers in the broad wing of time.

"Sooner or later we all discover that the important moments in life are not the advertised ones, not the birthdays, the graduations, the weddings, not the great goals achieved. The real milestones are less prepossessing. They come to the door of memory unannounced, stray dogs that amble in, sniff around a bit and simply never leave. Our lives are measured by these." ~Susan B. Anthony

Cards, Gifts, Tributes & Tokens of Appreciation / Devotion send to:
Ms. S. Hawkins
P.O. Box 66903
Phoenix AZ 85082

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Phoenix Goddess Temple Rant & Public Service Announcement

Just had to get a few things off My chest!
Local Phoenix news that struck a cord with Me.
This story is actually going to Supreme Court.
Our 1st Amendment Rights clearly in violation!

Monday, August 29, 2011

Several New Clips in My Clips 4 Sale Store CUM See....

While going through footage for My upcoming paid membership site to compress and send to My webmaster, I have been running across TONS of NEVER RELEASED FOOTAGE!
My Membership Site will be launching OCTOBER 2011, My BIRTH MONTH! So start shopping My wish list NOW (click here) to keep Me smiling until then....

By Far the hottest clip is the one I updated today, as sharing My private sexual excursions on film is My latest hedonistic activity!


Shoot Me a message and let Me know what you think? What you want to see, and chances are I will shoot it and make it EXCLUSIVELY available on My upcoming LONG AWAITED

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

411 on Submitting your deposits

While traveling I will have VERY LIMITED availability and sessions with a deposit ranging from $20-$100 get My immediate attention!


Deposits are the ONLY guarantee that you will get a session with Me while I am in your city. OTHERWISE basic inquiries are on a 1st come, 1st serve basis (which is slim to none considering I have the luxury of being in demand wherever I travel)

I also accept Green Dot Money "RELOAD PACKS"
Click HERE for further instructions.

For any/all that call Me to let Me know you are leery about sending a stranger money; GOOGLE ME BITCHES! My philosophy is that if you are not willing to send $20-$100 to secure your session, do you really expect Me to take you serious about giving Me your tribute of $200- $2,000?!? I have been a FULL TIME Professional Dominatrix for 8 years now & My reputation supersedes Me! Do you think I would tarnish that for your miniscule deposit?! The 1st step to understanding Consensual Domination & submission is TRUST! Please do your research PRIOR to see any Professional in this business!

Get to know Me via cyberland...

Considering I am gearing up for a 14 city/ 3 week tour July 2nd - 27th I think those interested in getting to know Me should do their research sooooo for all those that do not know how to Google Me; I have made this blog "idiot proof"

Have fun surfing the World Wide Web and learn ALL ABOUT

Saturday, June 11, 2011

3 New Videos in My Clips 4 Sale store

Since My arrival to Phoenix, AZ I have been EXTREMELY BUSY with several projects.
Along with fighting off jealous, envy, hatred, and some serious evil eye energy from one in particular local "wanna-be-me" hawker.

Even with ALL that, during My June 2011 visit to Los Angeles, I was able to have a bit of fun (and did quite a bit of filming)during DomCon LA & My guest appearance on Sunny Lane's Spice Radio Show.

Check out My latest 3 videos in My store:

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Goddess Sadie in LAX March 17 - 24 for Dom Con LA 2011 & Playboy Radio Guest Appearance

I will be in Los Angeles, CA LAX area Tuesday May 17th - Tuesday May 24th for:
Dom Con LA

My Playboy Radio Guest Appearance Wed May 18th 11 pm - 1 am. Tune into Sirius108 or XM 248 (Spice Radio) No satellite radio? Get your free trial here:

Filming, Photography & Custom order clips

Private BDSM sessions

I will also be available with Strong Arm Syr Hammer for Dual Sessions.
For More info on Syr visit
Her Website

See Me in Action Visit
My Clips 4 Sale Store:
Visit My Website:

Sessions Available 24/7 & By Appointment ONLY: 404-522-2789 No Blocked Calls or SMS/Text Messages answered

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Goddess Sadie's LA, CA trip & Guest Appearance on Playboy Radio EASTER SUNDAY

Tune into Sirius108 or XM 248 (Spice Radio) this Easter Sunday @ 8 p.m. P.S.T (that's 8 pm CA / west coast time & 11 p.m. NYC/ east coast time) for My guest appearance on Kylie Ireland The Weekend Edition of The Jerkbox.
Where We will be talking about My career, Fem Dom, BDSM, & taking live callers.

No Sirius radio? Listen to me LIVE on the internet… FREE 7day trial: Now you have NO excuse for missing it!

I will also be available for sessions 24/7 in the LAX area. PREBOOKING IS REQUIRED.

ALSO I am looking for video sluts too! you MUST be willing to sign a model release form, provide legal identification, & show your face on camera.

*If interested in booking a session it is best to reach Me via cell at 404-522-2789.

Interested in becoming a video slut?? Email Me @ :

1. your current g rated photo
2. lists of fetish interests
3. list of limits
4. phone number
5. your weekend availability

If you miss Me this Los Angeles, CA visit I WILL BE BACK NEXT MONTH for Dom Con LA May 17-24th.

Need to know more about Me?!? GOOGLE ME BITCHES or spend some time on My Website

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Goddess Sadie in "Hogspy" the Mistress & Fetish Online Newspaper

Check out the full article here:

Goddess Sadie – Relocates To Phoenix Arizona !

Goddess Sadie Hawkins

Session news from Goddess Sadie Hawkins who has relocated to Phoenix.

Goddess Sadie will now be conducting Her sessions at Mistress Porsche Lynn’s stunningly equipped Den Of Indomitus & is available to be served there from Monday’s to Saturday’s, applications now taken via Goddess Sadie’s site.

Goddess Sadie Hawk will continue to travel for sessions in the near future with visits planned throughout the year to Los Angeles, New York & Atlanta keep an eye on Her web site for future destination announcements & all the latest news.

Cock Sucking, Wrestling & Degradation are just a few of the activities Goddess Sadie enjoys, you can find out more & book a Phoenix session by Clicking Here

Thursday, March 24, 2011

public foot humilation teaser

Check out this teaser...
for the full length version of this video visit My clips store at:

Tuesday, March 15, 2011



At UN, US Says No one Should Face Discrimination For Public Services, Including Sex Workers
March 9th, 2011- According to their statement in response to the UN’s human rights evaluation, the US agrees that “…no one should face violence or discrimination in access to public services based on sexual orientation or their status as a person in prostitution.” This marks a rare occasion in which the US is addressing the needs of sex workers as a distinct issue separate from human trafficking. Sex workers have unique needs that aren’t adequately addressed by federal trafficking policy. Sex workers are hopeful that this will present a new opportunity to work with anti-trafficking efforts to address mutual human rights concerns.

"People in the sex trade have been marginalized and stigmatized when seeking public services, including through law enforcement. This is a big step forward to acknowledging sex workers’ human rights." Kelli Dorsey, Executive Director of Different Avenues said.

Over the past year sex workers and their families, sex workers’ rights groups, human rights advocates, and academic researchers have engaged in an unprecedented advocacy collaboration. “It has been crucial to bring together the perspectives of a wide range of communities including immigrant and LGBT groups in order to illustrate the depth of human rights violations experienced by sex workers in the United States,” says Penelope Saunders, Coordinator of the Best Practices Policy Project, who worked with the Desiree Alliance to send a shadow report to the Universal Periodic Review (UPR). These initial efforts resulted in Recommendation 86 and the formation of a group called Human Rights For All: Concerned Advocates for the Rights of Sex Workers and People in the Sex Trade (HRA).

HRA had support from more than 125 organizations in urging law makers to accept Recommendation #86, part of the report of the Universal Periodic Review (UPR), which called on the US to look into the special vulnerability of sex workers to violence and human rights abuses. “We were long overdue for the United States to take the needs of sex workers seriously, particularly the need to stem violence and discrimination,” says attorney Sienna Baskin, Co-Director of Sex Workers Project at the Urban Justice Center in New York.

"Human beings cannot be excluded from accesible services because they work in economies outside of society's accepted norms,” explains Cristine Sardina, co-director, Desiree Alliance. “The fact that the U.S. has acknowledged the recommendation in full speaks to the current administration' s willingness to recognize the abuses sex workers have been subjected to for too long. We look forward to working with this administration" .

Sex workers say the issues they face are complex and more work will have to be done to protect against human rights abuses. “Sex workers who are transgender or people of color face the most violence and it's important that we continue to realize and work towards ending that, this is a good first step.” Said Tara Sawyer, who sits on the Board of Directors of the Sex Workers Outreach Project USA.

On Friday March 18th Sex Workers will stage demonstrations in cities across the country to celebrate adoption of Recommendation #86. “The U.S. has finally acknowledged that sex workers face issues separate from those of human trafficking victms,” said Natalie Brewster Nguyen, an artist and member of the Sex Workers Outreach Project of Tucson who is organizing the demonstrations on the 18th, ”Now we need to demand that steps be taken to address the issues that will actually improve the daily lives of sex workers.”

For more information on this story or the upcoming March 18th demonstrations, please
Contact: Stacey Swimme Sienna Baskin, Esq.Communications @ (877) 776‐2004 x. 2 (646) 602-5695

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

"Our Deepest Fear" By Nelson Mandela

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I am OFFICIALLY a special guest with the Cult Sirens!

So, with Me wanting to work on My global / international/worldwide presence I recently had the honor of connecting with Ben Chenier, President of Cult Sirens.
I was more than honored when he expressed interest in the possibility of working with Cult Sirens, including a guest appearance and interview on his site Fetish Cult Sirens.
Cult Sirens are based out of Montreal...which means I MAY FINALLY GET AN OPPORTUNITY TO TRAVEL ABROAD FOR WORK!

Yes I am doing the happy dance!

Check out My guest appearance & take a moment to read My interview.
(I spent alot of time on thinking about those answers dammit)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

A Thought Provoking Quote...

Considering I have identified as a Leather Woman for quite some time, I am always being asked:
"What does that mean??"

Thanks to a certain slut bitch, I received "The Master's Manual: A Handbook of Erotic Dominance" By Jack Rinella

Jack Rinella uses language that has always spoke to My voice; it's as if He took the words right out of My mouth:

"Leather is a state of mind, an attitude, a mode of perception. We of the the Leather community share beliefs about power, lifestyle, and world view.
All of this is merely ephemeral until it is lived in a practical way. Leather is more than a philosopical outlook.

It is the clothes we wear, the sexual activities, we pursue, the tribes we create, the spaces we enjoy. It is most of all the decisions we make: to live by the drummer in our own hearts, seeking a powerful, sensuous, open, and truthful life.

We fall short of these goals. But we pursue them nonetheless.

Taken from Chapter 2 "What is Leather? page 18 & 19"

Spend some time on Mr. Rinella's website or purchase one of His books. You just might learn something!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Thoughtful words from one of My favorite S/M clients

As I was organizing My mess of an inbox online today, I ran across some mail from one of My favorite Sado-masochistic & hardcore cock torture clients on the east coast.
After we have a session he always sends Me such thoughtful words regarding our experience together. (stay tuned, I will be editing footage from our last session SOONER THAN LATER)
Hopefully they will make you all warm and fuzzy deep down inside as they do Me...

(this one is from over a year ago & after our 1st session)
Dear Goddess,

Thank You!

Last Night I feel, was a wonderful start to a beautiful relationship. We can build on that! I am so totally Pleased and Thrilled to have met you. I am sure there is a tremendous potential of Pleasure that we need to Explore ;-) Last night just scratched the Surface.

You are the Complete Goddess! Intelligent, Understanding, Compassionate, Beautiful and Adventurous! I would be a complete Idiot if I didn't Worship You, the Way You deserve.

Just had to let you know...

Love You,

From Our next session...
Dear Goddess,

I truly enjoyed all aspects of you! Dinner was Fun, I found you quite Interesting and Intelligent. You are indeed Special, maybe the one I have always longed for. Having said that... Damn You, I can't stop thinking of you! I find myself thinking of you as I am driving and the next thing I know is I am 200 miles down the Road.

I am proud of your marks, go ahead and Brand Me! I thought our last Session was actually mild, kind of just getting to know each other. I liked it best when you stood over me and were Trampling my Cock, it was the most physical of our exchanges.

I looked at your 'Flying Squirrel', lol... I didn't think that it was that extreme! You can do that to me or even better if you want. I eventually would like to work up to you skewering my Cock Shaft, you never see that done! When my ankles are shackled, I am your Slave for you to do with as you see fit. I am only there to serve you then, Fulfill your Darkest Desires! Think on this... I am Bound and in Pain. I Sob and Beg you not to Hurt me. You take my Swollen Cock, Grasp it with all your Might and Drive the Skewer 4 inches down though the Head and Cock Shaft as I Convulse in Pain, You are immediately Awash with a Sense of Power, Pleasure and Satisfaction. Did that make you Smile? I hope it did, although you will have a hard time making me Beg or Sob. I wont Pretend, I want all our experiences to be Real. Someday I will let you know what I would really like you to do to make me serve you. I will look into your Tens Unit ;-).

I was very pleased that we enjoy each other outside of the Dungeon Setting. I will always be Honest and Sincere with you. I had not thought our first meeting could go that well... You seem to complete me.

Until we meet again, which will probably seem like forever, Chris

after another meeting, but with far later than either of us would like;
Divine Goddess and Voluptuous Priestess of Pain,
I think of You often and am just biding my Time till we meet again. I long to serve You.

I really enjoyed our last meeting but they always seem to be cut short. I think we are making good progress toward reaching the Intense Sadistic Scene we both Crave and Desire. I sense You enjoy our Meetings and I will release complete Control to You.

Many consider Skewering a Cock with Needles Dangerous, but it was Exciting and my Heart Pounded when You did it. It was Intense when you hooked up the Tens Unit and the Current pushing through my Cock was Pulsing with my Heartbeat. It was Exquisite at that point but not much Pain, then you Grabbed my Cock and Squeezed, that was it! That Wonderful Searing Pain was more than I could Endure, You could have made me do anything at that point! lol...
You asked me once what I was Afraid of, and I couldn't think of much. You scared me a little last meeting when I let you pierce my Cock knowing it could cause Damage, but I couldn't say 'No'. I long for you to Brand me.

I find the Sadomasochistic Videos online to be quite Phony or Fake. There is nothing online with Cock Skewering at all. I think the more Sadistic and Extreme a Video is, the more Popular it would be. My Cock head felt Numb after the Needles and I really wanted you to Stomp on it. I wish we had Pictures of the Needles. I believe You could make a Real S/M Video that would be Popular. Why? It would be Real and Intensely Sadistic.

I see you are quite Busy and settling in to your new Settings there in So Cal. I bet You are having a Great Time as Adventurous as you are. I hope you are making many new Friends. Is North Hollywood still the Kink Capitol of the Universe? Please keep in Touch, I will await to hear from you, but I will be patient.

Your slave and target, Chris

this is from 5 months ago, when I asked him to write a review on Maxfisch for Me;
Gorgeous Goddess,

You make my Heart Leap and my Pulse Quicken.

Of Course you can use my Words and You don't have to delete my name or cover my Identity unless You wish too. I know you have a signed Release Form from me...

I would be Proud to give you a Review, I am just waiting for Maxfisch to approve my User-name and Password. 'hertzsogood' wouldn't you know.

Basically I will share how you make me feel 'Alive' with your Satisfying Skills that Thrill my World by Fulfilling my Needs. lol... Will that do? I will be Specific and Graphic, so as to Convey the True Nature of Our Meetings, they are Real and Genuine. That is Rare! I know I say it a lot, but you really are my Goddess.

I hope this Note makes You Feel Good, I felt good writing it. But of course you can beat that out of me next time we meet. Till Then...

Your Frustrated Servant in Need of Discipline, Chris

this message is from our last session 2 months ago;
Divine Goddess,
Just a message to try to keep in touch and see how You are doing. I enjoyed listening to You on Dr Block's Radio Show, especially the 'Defining Part'. I just wish You were the Sole Guest... ;-)
I really do ache for You... at least I certainly did after our last session, unfortunately the Soreness went away after a few Days. I love the Delicious Pain You have given me but I feel we are just warming up to the True Potential that we can reach. I was impressed at Your growing expertise with the Tens Unit and You were Wonderful Biting me. I just wish You had left permanent marks. The Truth is I would let You do anything you want, as I am incapable of saying No to you. I Dream of You doing Real Damage. Some day we will achieve the Intense Sadistic Scene that will give us both Tremendous Satisfaction.
You had asked me to send You photos of the Bruising, but none appeared that would be apparent in a Photo.
The same is true of the numerous small cuts You left on my Cock Head.
You really hurt me and I Thank You for that!
I get the Sense that You would like to see Colors. We can work on that!! I actually Enjoy Scalding my Cock and that Turns it a Bright Pink, or Tie up my Cock and Balls till they turn Blue. I always feel after our Sessions that we were just getting Started... lol.
I hope the Holidays were good to You. You are in my thoughts a lot. I just wish I had more opportunities to see you. I am patient and look forward to seeing you again.
Till then, Your Lucky and Adoring Victim, Chris
PS. My Twin Brother expressed interest in meeting You. Would You consider? Just a thought...

isn't he just the sweetest sadomasochist victim you ever did read about?
re reading these emails made My day, as I am WAY OVERDUE for a heavy S/M scene.
What's a Domme to do?!?

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I have been asked to be a Special Guest on Playboy Radio!

Tune In & LISTEN!!!
SUPPORT My Playboy Radio interview (it's only going to be 1hr long) @ 9pm P.S.T. (Cali time)/ 12 Midnight E.S.T.(NYC/East Coast Time)
Wed Jan19th TONIGHT
Sirrus radio station 108 & XM Station 248!
I'm honored & excited....

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Inventory & Reorganizing My 50 lb toy bag....

In this video LIVE via UStream tv, I share with cyberland what is exactly in my toy bag when I travel (of course I left a few things out)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

FINALLY a true slave presents itself 2 Me in CA

I have been visiting the Southern California area for the majority of 2010 & it has been hell finding any true submissives!

Considering I have been a Lifestyle Domina for over a decade; I admit I am used to having a stable of at least 3 - 5 submissives serving Me consistently. So yes, I am out of My comfort zone with NOT A SINGLE submissive. Ugh!

Unfortunately, I have experienced 1st hand that Los Angeles has greedy, selfish, submissives, bottoms & fetishists that think of nothing but their own needs & agenda being fulfilled. THIS DOES NOT WORK FOR ME! If you are not service orientated with basic gentleman upbringing/training--find another Dominant to serve or pursue!

I require & desire any one that wishes to serve or submit to Me to understand that it is ALL ABOUT ME!
My comfort!
My entertainment!
My agenda!
YES, your goal is My happiness! PERIOD!

So after 6 months or weeding thru all the plastic, fake, flake, and self consumed fucks in this city...
a boy with a true slave spirit shows up in My life.
WHAT a Christmas / Kwanzaa present to Self!

I will not reveal his name just yet (yes, I like to rename My property once I learn them inside & out) so for right now I will call him; my 'sd boy.'

My 'sd boy' truly has a slave heart, he is eager to serve & show Me that he is willing to put the work in!

after O/our 1st week of intensive training, he was willing to show his devotion by allowing My to place him in chastity & surprised Me with a gift! A beautiful garnet & diamond tennis bracelet that belonged to his grandmother.

Doesn't the beautiful garnet and gold go great with My chocolate skin?!?!!

This one is looking like 'sdboy' just might be a keeper?!??
Stay tuned for video clips of O/our exploits!

BTW, these pics are from the morning after of O/our 1st rough body play & corporal sessions.
I tell ya, one of the many reason I love fair skinned pasty white boys....they turn so many different colors; red, blue, purple, black -OH MY I GOT SO EXCITED I HAD TO SNAP SOME PICS!
(and yes, I did carve My name and a lot of of 'S' for Sadie!)

'sd boy' was proud to show off his "bruise of honor" damn near a week after W/we played. Talk about a masochist! I LOVE IT!